Lockdown Day 5: A message from a friend gives me a different perspective on the lockdown…

Hello Inmates! It’s Day 5. What day of the week it is? No idea. I had to go check my phone for this info. I guess it’s because there’s no point? Where am I going? What appointments or get togethers am I going to? “To the window! To the wall!” Yeah that’s about it. In…… Continue reading Lockdown Day 5: A message from a friend gives me a different perspective on the lockdown…

Either this is going to be a breeze or I am going to lose my sh*t and open a Tik Tok account …

Yes, I know I have a flare for the dramatics. It’s a thing I do. Shakespeare said “all the world’s a stage” right? Right. Anyway, the problem for me is that my Rheumatologist upped my immunosuppressents 2 weeks ago. I have been on lockdown since then. Yes, TWO WEEKS ALREADY and now I’m faced with…… Continue reading Either this is going to be a breeze or I am going to lose my sh*t and open a Tik Tok account …

The darkness of depression. I’m here but I’m not present.

Alot of people have been reaching out to me. I’ve gone off the grid for more than a week which people know is very unlike me. I am sharing this post in the hopes that I will find some catharsis and perhaps that it helps someone else out there who needs this. I’m filled with…… Continue reading The darkness of depression. I’m here but I’m not present.

I am so over with this. Just done. There is a silver lining though and a secret I want to share with you.

I have been having a pain flare for 11 days now. 11 Days of excruciating pain. It literally robs you of days. Even weeks. It has literally robbed me of 11 days because I haven’t gotten nearly enough done that I wanted to during this time. My life has been on pause. Everything has to…… Continue reading I am so over with this. Just done. There is a silver lining though and a secret I want to share with you.

Mukbang! Have you seen this crazy crap? I fear for the future!

All my posts have been so dreary I thought I’d switch it up with this craze. Mukbang. It blew my mind. Some of you may have seen this before but for those of you who haven’t…. oh boy are you in for a treat. Mukbang! Eat the foodsss! It all started in Korea. Basically it…… Continue reading Mukbang! Have you seen this crazy crap? I fear for the future!

So your Fibromyalgia is flaring and kicking your butt. What now? Part 2: Dealing with a Fibromyalgia flare.

When symptoms temporarily increase in number or intensity, it is called a flare or flare-up. Flare-ups can happen without warning and are mostly likely to occur if a person with fibromyalgia is stressed or under a lot of pressure. A flare-up can last anywhere from a few days to weeks at a time. http://www.medicalnewstoday.com  Right now I am the right person to…… Continue reading So your Fibromyalgia is flaring and kicking your butt. What now? Part 2: Dealing with a Fibromyalgia flare.

“You won’t be in pain if you learn to cope with things properly”. No. That’s a lie. That is not how Fibromyalgia works. Let me explain it to you.

Part 1 of this complicated disease There is so much out there about fibromyalgia. I was first diagnosed 13 years ago and totally resisted the diagnosis. It didn’t help that I immediately developed gruesome side effects from the medication for the fibromyalgia. I told myself that it was a sign. I was not going to…… Continue reading “You won’t be in pain if you learn to cope with things properly”. No. That’s a lie. That is not how Fibromyalgia works. Let me explain it to you.